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Do you want her to hurt you? Shellcreature?

I… don't know. I want to feel her rage flowing through me until my muscles and bones are replaced by rivers of rage I want her to put her hands on me looking like she wants to tear me apart but also like she loves me more tenderly than anything I want… I want to let her use me to break things

Oh

I know it sounds weird

No

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No it sounds like what I want except I think that I want her to hold me and pour her rage in slowly so that I hardly notice that it hurts but when she is done I am almost gone because she has made me a rage-thing and she is so blissfully calm and I am so happy to see the look on her face

Yes! The look on her face like she's seen the end of the world and it's ok actually

Exactly. Like, 'oh, that’s alright then'. Haha

And also I do just want her to hurt me. Because she wants to. Lol.